Photo reblogged from Creepy-Old-Guy with 11 notes
Hey kids…look…it’s your Grandmother!
Damn, grammy was a hottie! No wonder you got 15 brothers and sisters … gramps was tagging that every night. :-)
Source: vintageamateurs
I’ve been having a really rough couple of weeks. It seems the past couple of years, May is tough for me - extreme pain and depression.
They seem to get worse every year and this year is no exception. I’m fighting a migraine that won’t respond to the medication. Pain that feels like TMJ that runs from my ears down through my neck into my spine and out my arms and legs. If I lay still all day the pain level remains about a 4-5 but if I move around it just keeps escalating to a 10+ on a 10 scale.
However, if I lay around then my mind begins to work … and that may or may not be a good thing. It has been a while, so I’ll assume most don’t know (or remember) that I’m in a sexless marriage. It has been over six years since anything beyond a French Kiss has happened between us and there are certain times of year when I struggle with it more. And spring is one of them.
Now is it beginning to come together?
I’m just lying here wondering if this extreme pain that I feel is my body’s reaction to being rejected so many times by my wife. It is depression manifesting itself in a form that forces her to care about me and be interested in me.
But that isn’t the kind of person I am.
I am not a needy person. That’s why I think I’m going crazy. Yesterday, I thought people were following me.
Well that’s all the time they give me, back to my rubber room.
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